The life of Kevin St-Louis

Um, Yio.

2005-12-16T03:02:52Z

Yio!

Just thought Id update my journal... give you guys somethin to think about, or talk about.

First off... I would just like to say, Yio. It might not be something special, but I dun care!

Second... I was thinking about GoD. Yes, The all mighty creater of the universe. So, he created everything! As I was told. But what bugs me is, Who made God?
The bible says something about He was Always there. He Is and always will be. That doesnt sound convincing. Im not saying I dont beleive in him, just... Im tryin to make some sense here. How can there be something that was never created. I understand the whole, Infinite. But an infinite backwards? Everything has a start doesnt it? Even Infinite has a start. So, for something to be created, there has to be something that has already been created, and something has to create THAT and so on. BUT, that kinda explains the whole Infinite going backwards.

But, in order for something to be infinite, doesnt it have to grow? And for something to grow, there has to be the seed. But, to have the seed, you need something to grow... And here we go again.

This is unexplainable... yes.

I beleive god was created by us. Using the most powerful thing on earth. Which I beleive is "beleif" which gives birth to thought. God is created through beleif and thought. Makes sense? Yes.
If there was noone to beleive in god, Then there would BE no god. If there was no one to think of god, then there would never have been a god.
I bet you, In the begining of our existance, One person, Thought about everything... How HE was created, and the person before. which led to the first persons of our planet. But who created them? (Scientists say evolution... But, what created the life of an organism that started evolution?) So, the guy thought up of Atom and Eve. Created by an someone definitly with knowledge, Power. He thought up of GOD. Now everything revolved around god. Who made the earth on our feet. God!, Who made the sky? GOD!, who made the air we breathe, the colors!, Time, Matter! GOD!.

I beleive there is a God. But, He did not create us. He did not create the Universe. All he did, was create Matter and time. The rest are... sparks. Over trillion gigillion years a spark came to be which caused the birth of an atom? Another spark? and another? Atoms combine. Solids form. Meteors form, Planets form, Organisms form. We are formed. Beleif is formed.

This still doesnt explain my thought on how Infinite can be backwards. How theres no Start.

Anyone have anything to add to this? I wouldnt mind a discussion =D

Back from my long long ... Afk.

2005-11-28T05:05:09Z

Ha. I'm back. Again.

Yes, yes... I suck at keeping a steady journal. What can I say? I don't really have a reason other then being lazy or forgetful. Well, I'm back, and ready to start again. heheh.

So, This journal entry will be long cause I have lotsta say.

I don't live in Etobicoke anymore. Moved with my mom and her boyfriend Tony to a small town called Georgetown. Same town i lived at during grade 7-8. Tony's a cool guy. Very generous and funny. He seems to make my mom happy, so I'm good with it. The house is really nice. Not as big as my dads, but big enough. I get to live in the basement, awesome for a place to chill or party. Got the computer to myself and a TV where I can spend hours on xbox games. The yard is huge. Thinking of building a pool around there. Funny... Smaller house then my dads by a bitm but Yard is like 3 times bigger.

I see my dad once and awhile... Not as often as before though... Don't seem to get along. He's busy anyway with his business and so on. He broke up with Laurey his girlfriend a couple weeks after I moved here to Georgetown. Guess all the woman can't handle his kind of "Sensitivity = Zero".

Its been a couple months through my 5th highschool. GDHS (Georgetown District High School). The school is very big. Probably the biggest yet. Everyone is White. BIG change since I came from a very multicultural school. Lots of racist jokes I hear... Damn whities... Lol, kiddin. School is going great... Mark wise. My average is 80+ which is a huge change for me. But, friends wise is gowing slow.

I get hit on many times, I do have friends there, just... Not like my other schools. These "friends" arent really trust worthy yet, and mostly smoking weed or staying home playing on a console. Its pretty boring. The chicks on the other hand are awesome. SO many great looking white girls. Rumours are also going around that "THE NEW GUY IS SO HOT!" I heard from my mom who heard from a chick's mom that goes to my school. And I know this chick, because she was my next door neighbour. But whatever... Like, I hear a rumour from MY MOM about my school... Like.. yea.. okay.

Um, my favorite period seems to be Art class. Haha, not cause I'm good at art, but cause of the poeple. Its the only class I'm not sitting in my corner listening to everyone chatting amongst themselves. So darn hard to get with their flow... 90% of the time I have no clue what they are talking about. But, soon I'll adapt Lol. I hope. I need friends @.@... I want to party!? I want to show poeple a good time... make them laugh, share interests. Cause you know... I AM a funny guy right? I got my buds from Etobicoke to back that up =P

I still wander off to Etobicoke. All my buddies are there. The greatest. No one is gonna be able to match them. Just I hate how I'm only able to see them every other weekend. Also the fact that it costs me to see my friends. So hard to find a job aswell...

Everyday now has been alittle... Lame. I can't wait to go to school after school. Heh. I wake up in the morning, catch my bus and go to school to see poeple... Which isnt much... I'm working at it... Then, I come back home... With nothing to do. I spend all my time on this computer... Or watching TV. I practise once and awhile on my guitar... but lost motivation cause my band is so far away. I even slacked off on my excersising habits... I feel... Skinnier. I've gotten some nice pecks though =P The shape and size grew... I look so damn sexy with a muscle shirt... hehe... YOU WONDER HOW I KNOW THIS!?? Cause I get so bored I spend hours infront of my 5 foot mirror practising to dance, looks, clothes and facial expressions. How retarded is that. Lol. I'm ashamed @.@... Not really... I laugh at myself...

Hmm... Well, Thats all I gotsta say for now. Tired... NIGHT!? LADIES AND GENTS!?

-Kevin-
-Kevy-
-Kewy-
-Kiwi- <--(My new mark.)

My Homies(Updated and complete)

2005-03-26T19:02:30Z

This entry is dedicated to all my fans. I mean friends. I always get those two mixed up. =P Jokes. I hope I don't miss any of you. If I do, tell me and I'll right an extremely long entry just about yourself.

Guys:

Kevin
KEVIN!!! Mr.Yun!? My buddy, My pal!! LEEEHHHH. Lol Kevin is the greatest friend that I could have, and I'm talking about myself. His name is just the same as mine. Our last names are not the same... bummer. Lol.

We met in grade 1. I can't beleive Kevin remembers all the teachers names. I don't. Just the grades. I remember we met this kid named brandin I think. This guy made us laugh like maniacs. He was flipping these puzzle peices around and he would guess the picture thats on the puzzle peice and it would always be wrong. I don't know why we laughed as hard as we did. Throughout the years, we always sat on the bus next to eachother. The things we came up with... Like wow.

This one time I think I was screaming, or I just had my mouth open wide. He was wearing this glove... the one with no fingers and decided to stick it in my mouth. I was all like o.o, and he was all like o.o. Then we burst out laughing!!! Yes... what a guy.

Another thing that I remember. We were on the bus and started this weird, yet amusing, sound. "Meh!" What we did was look away, then every time we would say "Meh!" we'd look at eachother quickly. I think we did it through the whole bus ride. We kept on laughing our asses off evertime we did it. Just couldn't keep a straight face.

HA!, evertime I'd come over to his place for a sleepover, I'd always come back home with swore abs lol. Too much laughing. We'd play with his nerph guns and then laugh cause we lost all the bullets or hit eachother in the eye. Fun fun. Also, during dinner... Hahaha. I'd always play with my food. I took a fork and stook a sausage on it and started hammering the table o.o? Kevin couldn't stop laughing. Ofcourse I laughed cause I always laugh when someone else laughs. We'd eat sphegetti and i could never get it all in my mouth. It would hang out of my mouth and I would make weird noices. He's laugh at that too. HAHA.

Well, enough said. Kevin is always there for me. He's helped me alot throughout my life. I'm so glad that we havent lost touch all these years and I'm looking forward to seeing him again. Peace Kev. LEEEHHH

Shivang and Rahul
Funniest brothers ever.

I met Rahul first and I always thought he was gay (no affence dude) but I guess he wasnt. He'd always nod his head everytime we passed eachother in the school hallway. We had gym calss together and we'd chill and he'd make me laugh at his idiocity. What a guy. We'd sit in science calss together and our teacher would get pissed cause we were always talking. Rahul had the scariest laugh ever lol. His thumb and index finger you'd go under his glasses and cover his eyes. It was funny. During science, this girl named Poala I think. I really can't remember, but She was so hot. and this one day she walked in wearing these tight low pants and her thong was sticking out. Me and rahul just stopped what we were doing, I think everyone noticed, and when she sat down, right away me and rahul looked at eachother and had our mouths open... we were like "HOOOOT" ... Yea.. lol then we laughed our asses off.

I met Shivang through rahul. He came over to my house. He was SOOO quiet. Shy I guess. Then, lol, after an hour he wouldn't shut up lol. He was sooo funny. We started make videos with eachother. Just about nonsense. It was always fun watching them over and over. Then we made a band and we weren't really that good but we made some pretty awesome tunes. We also made videos of us lip singing. OMG that was the funnest thing ever. We edited the videos and showed poeple in our school and got pretty popular... for awhile lol. Then I moved to a different school... Heh.

These two guys are great friends, Hope I don't lose touch. Luv you guys.

Shoaib
Hey Dude, yes your my homie =)

I met shoby in gym class. He's a cool guy. During my spares id go to his class and watch movies that he burnt. It was fun. We'd chill, talk and so on. He's a cool guy, because he's a nice guy. I can compare his personality alittle with mine. He's a good friend to have thats why I try to keep in touch with him.

Whenever we see eachother we always stall for abit just to say whats up and have a few minutes of chit chat and then yea.

I'm glad your my bud =D

Kyle

This guy is so funny. Especially when he has a bad cough. He tried blocking the door when I was opening it and I sorta ran into it... He tried to laugh but started coughing like a thing that coughs alot. " Hey *cough* Ke*cough*vin*cough* ha *cough, cough* ha..." I laughed. We played hockey during the intermerals and sometimes walked the with eachother after school to my bus stop. We went paintball shooting once and I got shot in the leg... I was wearing really really thin pants. It hurt. So I put on 2 extra pears of pants heheh.

Pipes

Really, I never met this guy in person. I saw him on web cam once. But this guy, I don't know how he does, this guy comes up with the most funniest things possible. He filled out that survey I sent most of you and it was the funniest thing I have ever read. My stomach hurt after. I met him in Furcadia, a free online chatting game. You have your little character and you go around building little maps or going to others and just roleplay little stories with them. It's fun. I don't play it anymore, cause I never really had the time. We started roleplays from starwars, that lasted for weeks, and I was the one building our own maps, with like temples and lightsabers and such. I was the best map editor... hehehe. But, now I'm gone, I think they miss my amazing skills, but what can I do, I might go back later, if I can.
Your an awesome friend! later Bro.

David

I don't know if I should consider this guy a good friend. But he awesome to hang with. Me and shivang went to his place and played some sexbox. The most we do is say hey, or have alittle chat for like 5-6 seconds. His party was awesome... I'm glad he invited me. He's the kinda guy you wanna chill with because he's good looking and has all the girls around him. He has like an aura or something. Like a very high charm. He's a great guy, and glad to have him as a friend.
Peace David!

Andi

This guy is awesome. He has such good reasoning with life. He's smart. He treats his friends with full respect and actually worries for them. Like at the dance, I was impressed by the way he felt about those drunk chicks. They were his friends. He was worried about some assholes trying to get them to do things they wouldn't want to do. He's a very nice guy, and I'd like to compare him to me, not physically (cause he has muscles @.@), but mentally.

Keep it up Andi, word.

Altaf

This guy is a cool guy. He comes up with the most insane rascist or perverted jokes, but I know he doesn't mean them. We always complain how the school has no good looking chicks and the poeple are morons. But hey, we never seem to do anything about, just complain lol. Meh. It makes class go by faster haha. I have this guy in my english media, we sit next to eachother. I morphed my face with his on the computer and it looks like a whole new person... It's scary in a way. the last day of school before march break I skipped with him and we chilled in his car goin around to Taco bell, the plaza near our school and then just chilled around the hallways of our school. He's a cool guy, and looking forward to keeping our friendship.

Peace, fuckers... Lol.. <.<

Girls:

Easha

Easha... What can I say about Easha, Jokes Lol. Easha your puuurdeee o.-

Lol, I met Easha around the same time I met Rahul. She'd always say hi to me and like tell me to talk to her. I was really shy and didn't know what to do. But ever since we'd chill, she had the same gym class, well... there was two gym classes in the same class... she was in the other one. She'd come over to my place with everyone else to party, chill or listen to the band.

We went on a trip to my cousins once by bus. I didn't have money and she "lent" it to me. (I don't think I ever paid her back Lol.. Shhh) We had a good time there, saw my cousins, they were such bums Lol. My cousin Stephan came back with us... or maybe it was in the summer... I can't remember. I was going out with Sumaiya at the time and decided to break up with her cause she kept on thinking that I was mating with Easha while we were gone lol. Like ew... j/k lol. Yea, so I called Sumaiya and told her how I felt... Everything was all serious and guess what my cousin does... He makes me laugh!!! I felt so bad... But sumaiya was a total *cough* whore *cough* I didnt really care.

Easha and I would tell eachother our problems and try to solve them. We'd talk for hours on the phone at times. She's a great girl to have as a friend =) Luv you Easha!

Jyoti

Yes, Jyoti. My Fruit. My tasty fruit Haha. Meow o.-

Jyoti is a girl you want to tease. She has an ora that gives you the message "Tease me" . I met her 2 years ago in KCI. We didnt talk to eachother until later that year though. I never really thought we'd ever talk because she looked like one of those Popular chicks who doesn't talk to losers like me lol. Then one day, during gym class, her gym class had to come to the same gym. We were all playing badminton. I was facing poeple, I guess she was watching, my adrenaline was up, my muscle shirt revealed my arms all pumped up from the weights I was just doin. I guess I looked hot and sexy all sweaty and so on. LOL. jokes. She came to me and hit my ass with her racket. I was like... O.O ! She was all like "Nice ass" I didnt say anything, just smiled and blushed. I went home and I begged Shivang for her email.

We started chatting, then we called eachother and started talking for hours. I swear I thought we were gonna start a relationship. She came over to my house once with her friend Maya. Jyoti was alone in my room =) Lol, but we didnt do anything. probably cause I didnt have the guts Lol. So, yea, we didnt go out. But we stayed good friends =) We passed eachothers wisdom on life, I try to make her happy and vice versa.

It's been great to have her as a friend. She's a great girl =) Luv yea Jyoti!!

Lana

I DONT WANAN DANCE!? Lol. jokes.

Lana is great!? Lol, I met her at a charity baal in mississauga. Kevin invited me to it. We were all dressed up in nice clothes and ate some good food. The dance started and I didnt go dance. I have no clue why, I'm a loser and I suck Lol, but yea, I don't really know how to dance. The only thing I know is how to grind, because really, I don't have to do anything but engoy. Lol. I had a great time with her and I'm glad I met her.

I hope to see you again soon =)

Audrey

Haha. This girl makes me laugh with her sarcasm. She's an MSN buddy. She read the awesome journal entry that Kevin wrote on me and had to meet me. We talked and talked and I told her I was gonna mention her on this entry =) HAHa, Kevin beat you to the first comment Haha.. =P

Luv yea!?

Cassandra

Helloooo Baby o.-

Now this is a story. Lol.

I met cassandra around the same time I met Jyoti. Cassandra had a crush on me. I was too concentrated on Jyoti at the times or I already had a girlfriend. Heheh. She got her friends to ask me to dance with her, I said no... I'm a meanie =( But, later that year, I started chilling with her and her friends playing hacky sac. I thought cassandra a really really aggressive girl. She would hit this guy named Eddie hard too, I'd laugh.

I still knew she thought I was hot, tried to flirt with me, I tried to stop it. I also acted like a prick by annoying her.

The next year, she started to chill with me and Shiva. Went to pizza and so on. She kept on getting closer to me. I didn't really want it, but I didn't want to reject her as a friend either. So one halloween we both had a drink and she was more open and told me everything. I didnt want to go out with her at the time.

She kept on pushing and pushing after that, I decided, fine, we could try a relationship.

So, we went out. And ever since its been GREAT!? We loved eachother so much. She made me laugh, she was rude at times, but I didnt care. She was HOT. Lol.

After 2 months, things went down. We started to fight alot. (You started it!? jokes lol) And then after awhile, we decided to seperate and just be friends. I'm glad we are still friends, cause she's a good friend to have. Good luck with your G2 =P
Love yea!?

Sasha

Hmm.. what to say... Lol, jokes... Where to start... Ug.

Okay, well. This girl. This girl is the coolest girl EVER!? I've told her things that I don't even tell anyone, things that I shouldn't tell anyone, and she's done the same to me. We trust eachother like an obsessed mother trusts her son. They can tell eachother anything and be okay with it. I'm so happy she's my friend, and hoping it lasts forever.

I met her when I met jyoti. We became friends, I actually liked her, as in to go out with her. She was going out with andi, so I didnt want to show it. I just considered her as my friend. We chilled, joined track and field together had our laughs and frowns. She's like a sister now.

I find it great how I make her laugh easily, and how she is some dumb broad. She goes through tough times but I try to help out, and most of the time I can put a smile on her face. We talk for hours on the phone about our problems and try to figure ways to move on or we just chat about past experiences.

She's a great friend, and I'm her horny goat... so.. BAA.. . Luv yea!?

Anam

Heh, this girl is funny. She is short and looks like she's always clumsy. But she isnt. She IS clumsy with words, but its the funniest part of her. Makes you want her as a friend. She's great to bully around, like taking her shoes and making her chase you, cause she's so slow. =P HAHA anam... your funny.

I've known her since I've known rahul and shiva. I think... But her sarah, afshan, we all chilled everyday... we went to movies with the video cam and recorded our whoooole day. She a great friend

Looking forward to seeing you again anam =P

My life till now.

2005-03-21T19:16:44Z

Yes, my life till now... I'm not gonna get into too much detail, because I don't want the entry to be tooo long and I don't have much time to do it right now. I'll describe some life situatutions in more detail in other journal entries.

-I was born.
-Hearst is my home town.
-Mother an I moved to Toronto when I was three.
-She made lots of money and we lived in a nice big house.
-I went out with a girl named Crissy. (First girlfriend ever... when I was in grade 3-4)
-She called me names.
-Never saw her again.
-I met Kevin (Best Friend and still are at this point.)
-We were in the same school for four years.
-Crazy and funny times especially sleep overs and the school bus.
-My mother met my Dad.
-He was the greatest ever.
-Made me laugh everyday.
-They seperated.
-I cried.
-I moved on.
-My house caught fire around grade four.
-I moved up north to live with my grandparents until my mother could sort things out.
-I went to school their. French school. It was tough.
-I went out with Stephanie in grade 5.
-I still miss her.
-We were gf, bf for the whole year.
-I had to come back to toronto, thats why we don't see eachother anymore.
-We didnt keep in touch, so I have no clue, where or what she's doing...
-I cried all night when we broke up. (Come on... it was my first serious relationship.)
-I moved on.
-Now living in Georgetown.
-Went to school at Sacre-Coeur.(Another french school)
-Made alot of friends.
-I lived at a house with these two sisters, Maryline and Carolyn.
-Three words to describe them ; Fat, Ugly, sluts.
-I swear I was innocent before I met them.
-They taught me everything about porn, sex, and so on.
-Carolyn wanted me to be her bf, I gagged.
-She moved on.
-They stole my Sega Genisis.(Never saw it again)
-Mom bought a new house, still in georgetown, a town house.
-I was the "NEW kid on the block". I swear, my first day i was wearing this hip leather biker jacket. The neighbour hood kids all came to see me and asked me to chill with them.
-All the girls thought I was cute.
-I had a great time.
-The movie Titanic came out.
-I watched it 9 times.
-I asked 9 girls out, to see the movie.
-I went out with a girl named Amanda (It lasted three days.)
-I moved on.
-I then went out with this new girl in grade 8.
-Samantha was her name.
-We went out for three months.
-Dumped me cause I didnt kiss her. (I never kissed a girl before... I didn't know what I was doing.)
-Graduated.
-My dad and mom got back together.
-We moved away from Georgetown and lost touch of everyone there.
-I cried.
-I moved on.
-Me, my mom and my dad moved to North York.
-I went through my first year of highschool at Northview Heights.
-I had fun.
-I skipped.
-I got in shit.
-I failed.
-WEEE.
-I did some pretty bad things those days.
-My dad was really upset with me.
-We moved again, to Etobicoke.
-My dads business was goin well and he bought a nice house with a pool.
-I went to Kipling Collegiate for a semester.
-I met Rahul.
-Funny guy, we became good friends.
-Me and Kevin visited eachother now and then, telling eachother about the girls we went out with and who's hot and what not.
-My dad and mom seperated again, and my mom moved 20 minutes away and became a flight attendant at Jetsgo.
-She was doin great.
-My dad made me go to a Cathelic school.
-Worst school ever.
-I was a loner, made no friends and I then I dropped out without even telling my dad.
-Rahul introduced me to Sumaiya.
-We went out for 2 months.
-She became totally obsessive and tried to control me.
-I dumped her.
-I moved on.
-I met a group of buddies and we started a band.
-Sumaiya screwed everything up.
-Band broke up aswell as the friendship.
-I made new friends, pretty much with all the grade 11's and 12's. I became well known.
-I went out with a girl named Katrina
-Everyday I acted like i was goin to school, but all I did was go to Kipling collegiate again and chilled with some friends.
-My dad found out, he told me to leave the house.
-I said no.
-He said that if I still wanted to go to school i could not live with him, he wouldn't support me.
-So I moved in with my mom.
-Went back to KCI(Kipling collegiate Institute)
-Had a great time.
-I went out with a girl named CAssandra.
-She is such an awesome girl, a little immature, but awesome.
-I still love her.
-we planned on goin to Florida for march break.
-We started having a few arguments for a couple of weeks.
-Jetsgo got bankrupt, mom was outa a job.
-Shes now applying for air canada and has a second interview YAY.
-Cassandra and I decided to seperate, she wanted an open relationship, I didn't...
-I think she's alittle upset now, but she'll move on.
-I almost cried.
-I moved on.
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Intro

2005-03-21T06:38:43Z

Well, Ha, I signed on livejournal... ha ha.. Get ready for me people.. I'm gonna start tomm... or maybe later Lol. So be prepared for some amazing and crazy stories of my life, I promise you wont get bored. Dun dun dun...